I cry easily as a baby these days,
at every discomfort and slight.
I cannot believed that I once saw myself as strong, disciplined, competent.
Now that I have been plucked from the world I knew so well,
I am at a loss for wisdom, power, and integrity.
All that is left is me, and she is just as weak and selfish as the day she was born, trying to survive in this hostile world against all odds.
Humility seems to be the only virtue left to me, and I seek Your throne in my poverty.